"Alive Or Only Burning" lyrics - BLIND CHANNEL

My soul is in shreds
Tonight is a tomb
Poets are liars but I know the truth
Roses are dead
Violets are doomed
Lovers don't know how to love but they know how to wound

I'm a walking apocalypse
A fuckin' nemesis
Gonna show you how red the flag can get
I got balls the size of Jupiter
If I fall, call me Lucifer
I made a home in the flames
I got fire in my veins
I gotta choose from killing or learning to hide
Dunno if I'm living or burning alive

[Pre-Chorus:]
And I just lie here like this

[Chorus:]
Left to die
So many times
That deep inside I think I might deserve it
I walked through fire
Somehow survived
Now I don't know if I'm alive or only burning
Alive or only burning

Bury me here
Under your bed
That's where your treasures and demons are kept
Keep me a secret
Never forget
The best kinda love only ends in cold-blooded revenge

All that I need is a gut feeling
You think I don't hear when you're gossiping
Ass-licking while I'm ass-kicking
Nobody knows what I'm thinking
Everyone's after me
I'm running out of self esteem
Gimme gasoline
Can't you see that I've been

[Chorus:]
Left to die
So many times
That deep inside I think I might deserve it
I walked through fire
Somehow survived
Now I don't know if I'm alive or only burning
Alive or only burning
Alive or only burning

[Post-Chorus:]
And I just lie here like this

[Bridge:]
My soul is in shreds
Tonight is a tomb
Poets are liars but I know the truth
Roses are dead
Violets are doomed
Lovers don't know how to love but they know how to wound
Lovers don't know how to love but they know how to wound

[Chorus:]
'Cause I've been
Left to die
So many times
That deep inside I think I might deserve it
I walked through fire
Somehow survived
Now I don't know if I'm alive or only burning
Alive or only burning
Alive or only burning