"This Is What The Drugs Are For" lyrics - GRACIE ABRAMS

This is what the drugs are for
Turn the lights off on the comedown
I still get emotional
When I think about your old house

[Refrain:]
Hopefully, the high
Works to change my mind

Now, I feel you in my room
Haven't seen you in a lifetime
What am I supposed to do
When you used to be my lifeline?

[Refrain:]
I've counted all the days
Since you walked away

[Chorus:]
Look, now I'm alone again
I've gotten used to sleepin' here without you
Though I've tried, I can't pretend
That I don't sit around and think about you
When all I ever do is think about you

In the middle of the night
I got caught inside a fever
I almost called a hundred times
Just to ask if you might leave her

[Refrain:]
She appears in dreams
Chasin' after me

[Chorus:]
Look, now I'm alone again
I've gotten used to sleepin' here without you
Though I've tried, I can't pretend
That I don't sit around and think about you
Look how I just lost a friend
I'm burying your things inside my bedroom
Old distractions, in the end, don't work
I'm left to sit and think about you
Like all I ever do is think about you

[Bridge:]
I'm still waitin' by the phone
You painted my life indigo, oh
Kinda of blue I hate to know, oh
Where everything turns kinda cold

[Chorus:]
Look, now I'm alone again
I've gotten used to sleepin' here without you
Though I've tried, I can't pretend
That I don't sit around and think about you
Look how I just lost a friend
I'm burying your things inside my bedroom
Old distractions, in the end, don't work
I'm left to sit and think about you
Like all I ever do is think about you