"Plastic Boxes" lyrics - HIGHLY SUSPECT

I can go but
You should know that
My situation is not under control, and
I alone sit
Like a stone in
Destiny's gotten with my mindful of blow, cause
You're gone indefinitely
You are the ring that was tossed in the sea
Yeah, I never found the love we shared
I, I press rewind but I'm already dead

[Chorus:]
So I picked up all your hair-clips and packed them away
Right next to the letters that you left me just in case we could figure it out on a better day
And plastic boxes from New York to L.A
I don't want to die but I don't have a reason to stay

I wanted space and time
Spend time in space, but
What does it matter now
Nothing remains, I
Cannot sleep when
All I hear is
A silent symphony of pain and disgrace, and now
I will waste every one of my days
Blind, deaf and dumb I'm a man with no face, let's
Take this wall and paint it red, I
I put a gun to the side of my head

[Chorus:]
Well I picked up all your hair-clips and packed them away
Right next to the letters that you left me so that I could cry again on a future date
And plastic boxes from New York to L.A
I don't want to die but I don't have a reason to stay

[Breakdown:]
No no no no, no no no, no no no
Not today, whoo
I don't have a reason to stay
Woo-ah
No no, not today, not today
No no, not today