"Raisans" lyrics - JULIANA HATFIELD

Raisans
The lights exploded
She stood burning in front of me
She ripped my heart out, and gave it to me
My eyes wouldn't open, cemented to her face
Have I begun a feeble chase

I'll be down, I'll be around
I'll be hanging where eventually you'll have to be
I'll just stare and hope you'll care
There's only everything standing in front of me

I know what you did to me
I know what you did was wrong
You're allowed to torture me
Wait a moment until I'm gone

I know you're the ticked, you gotta be
'Cause I let you be alone for long
Got to do something mean to me
Got to do something so I can't hang on

You're killing me
You're killing me
You're killing me
You're killing me

I'll be down, I'll be around
I'll be hanging where eventually you'll have to be
I'll just stare and hope you'll care
There's only everything standing in front of me

I'll be down, I'll be around
I'll be hanging where eventually you'll have to be
You're not mad, you're standing there
Now you've to decide the fate of my sanity