"Worship What I Hate" lyrics - LADY ANTEBELLUM

I keep looking at myself in the mirror
Hopin' it will change
And I keep wishing for a brand-new body
That I didn't have to blame
I'm seein' every flaw, like a failure
I'm usin' every cure, like a savior
Like tryna build a church out of all my hurt
When it really needs grace

[Chorus:]
I gave all my time to nothin'
I focused on who I was not who I'm becomin'
My fears, they took up space
My eyes couldn't look away
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

Half a bottle of red just before bed
Is the only way I dream
Before I really wake up
The first thing I touch is a button on a screen
I'm not guilty of leavin', not stickin' around
I'm guilty of stayin' and just checkin' out
Yeah, I kept my head down and really missed out
On what's in front of me

[Chorus:]
'Cause I gave all my time to nothin'
I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
My fears, they took up space
My eyes couldn't look away
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

[Bridge:]
Why do the lies feel like the truth?
Why do I do the things I do?
Why do I fight so hard to keep my heart empty?

[Chorus:]
'Cause I gave so much time to nothing
I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
My fears, they took up space
My eyes couldn't look away
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

[Post-Chorus:]
I didn't even realize (Realize)
I didn't even realize (Realize)
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
Didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

[Outro:]
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
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Didn't even realize, no (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
Didn't even realize, didn't know (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh) Mmm, yeah (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh)