"Destructive" lyrics - LEANN RIMES

If I could smoke a cigarette right now I would
Rip out of my skin commit the sins oh I could
If I could break a heart and throw it all away for just one night
My concience wouldn't care if I just went ahead and wrecked my life

I wanna be destructive
Trash everything in sight
Beat the devil at his game
Abuse myself all night
I wanna bitch the world out
One loud aching scream
Don't want anybody wanting anything from me

I'm sick of being perfect

With a perfect little smile
Pick a fight with danger
Be a stranger to myself for a while
Wanna come unravelled
Have it out with my soul
I'm tired of all the voices telling me which way to go
I wish you'd silence your opinion that's the last thing that I want to know

I feel better when I'm sane
But now I wanna feel no pain
I'm just really sick of thinking
I just wanna be destructive