"Different, I Guess" lyrics - LILLY HIATT

I had a plan to make me look tough:
You'd call and I wouldn't pick up
But I saw your name and I jumped out of bed
I was yours from the moment we met

We'd both been keepin' our space
But someone broke into your place
I came to the bank while you changed your accounts
It was enough just to help calm you down

[Chorus:]
My friends say, "Stay away"
They know I obsess
No one's really been at their best
But this is different, I just love you more than anyone I ever have
I guess

I've prayed for somethin' to give
How can this heartache still live?
I'm not tryin' to whine, I'm just fuckin' spent
I don't think you'll ever know how deep that I went

I say that, but maybe you do
Your eyes are a lonelier blue
You don't talk about it or cry out my name
But maybe you feel the same

[Chorus:]
My friends say, "Stay away"
They know I obsess
No one's really been at their best
But this is different, I just love you more than anyone I ever have
I guess

I'm no victim, you're one of a kind
There's more to our hearts than lost time
I don't have to have you to know what this is
But I'll never forget our first kiss

I wanted to leave here with you
But you do what you gotta do
And if it's not in Newport, I'll be right here
Love doesn't disappear

[Chorus:]
My friends say, "Stay away"
They know I obsess
No one's really been at their best
But this is different, I just love you more than anyone I ever have
This is different, I just love you more than anyone I ever have, I guess

[Outro:]
I had a plan to make me look tough