"Spanish Doors" lyrics - LIZ PHAIR

Is something wrong?
You take my hand
I play along
But I can tell it's bad

I don't want to talk about it
'Cos talking about it makes me sad
Why would I agree to something like that?

[Pre-Chorus:]
Pushing past the table, spilling my drink
Locked up in the bathroom, staring at the sink
I don't want to see anybody I know
I don't want to be anywhere
That you and I used to go

[Chorus:]
I'm slowly disappearing behind our
(Don't wanna think about it, don't wanna talk about it)
Spanish doors
(Don't wanna think about it, I don't wanna go)
The ghost I see in the mirror doesn't
(Don't wanna think about it, don't wanna talk about it)
Smile anymore
(Don't wanna know)

I'm slowly disappearing behind our
(Don't wanna think about it, don't wanna talk about it)
Spanish doors
(Don't wanna think about it, I don't wanna go)
The ghost I see in the mirror doesn't
(Don't wanna think about it, don't wanna talk about it)
Smile anymore (I don't wanna know)

What about the kids?
What about the house?
What about our friends?
What do I do now?

I don't want to think about it
'Cos thinking about it is too hard
How would I replace you? Where would I start?
And I always had a strange heart

[Pre-Chorus:]
Pushing past the table, spilling my drink
Locked up in the bathroom, staring at the sink
I don't want to see anybody I know
I don't want to be anywhere
That you and I used to go

[Chorus:]
I'm slowly disappearing behind our
(Don't wanna think about it, don't wanna talk about it)
Spanish doors
(Don't wanna think about it, I don't wanna go)
The ghost I see in the mirror doesn't
(Don't wanna think about it, don't wanna talk about it)
Smile anymore
(I don't wanna know)

[Bridge:]
Where do I go?
What do I do?
Who can I tell about it?

[Pre-Chorus:]
Pushing past the table, spilling my drink
Locked up in the bathroom, staring at the sink
I don't want to see anybody I know
I don't want to be anywhere
That you and I used to go

[Chorus:]
I'm slowly disappearing behind our
(Don't wanna think about it, don't wanna talk about it)
Spanish doors
(Don't wanna think about it, I don't wanna go)
The ghost I see in the mirror doesn't
(Don't wanna think about it, don't wanna talk about it)
Smile anymore
(I don't wanna know)

I'm slowly disappearing behind our
(There's no way out of this place)
Spanish doors
(I can't hide my lying face)
The ghost I see in the mirror doesn't
(There's no life here without you)
Smile anymore
(Just the echo of our love)

(There's no way out)
I can't stop disappearing behind these
(There's no way out of this place)
Spanish doors
(I can't hide my lying face)
The ghost I see in the mirror doesn't
(There's no life here without you)
Smile anymore
(Just the echo of our love)

[Outro:]
Where do I go?
What do I do?