"Vicious Circle" lyrics - LORD OF THE LOST

When I leave and if you don't follow
I will learn to last and to swallow
All my fears and all of my sorrows
Better today instead of tomorrow

What if I weep and if I cry?
If I beg and if I try?
I stay in purgatory's pain
I'm beyond, I stay away

I'm not alive but I'm not in Heaven
All of my sins won't be forgiven
I'm not in love 'cause I am the Devil
I won't save instead I hate

When I fall and feeling so hollow
In the deep still being so shallow
When I leave and if you don't follow
I will learn to last and to swallow
All my fears and all of my sorrows

What if I weep and if I cry?
If I beg and if I try?
I stay in purgatory's pain
I'm beyond, I stay away

I'm not alive but I'm not in Heaven
All of my sins won't be forgiven
I'm not in love 'cause I am the Devil
I won't save instead I hate

I'm not alive but I'm not in Heaven
All of my sins won't be forgiven
I'm not in love 'cause I am the Devil
I won't save instead I hate

I'm not alive but I'm not in Heaven
All of my sins won't be forgiven
I'm not in love 'cause I am the Devil
I don't care instead I hate