"Like I Never Existed" lyrics - NEW FOUND GLORY

We lived at night
Together with a bottle of [?]
High like shooting stars
[?] from the swingers [?]
Excuses just wouldn't just go your way

[Pre-Chorus 1:]
Your mother never taught you empathy
You ghosted me
You've seen me like I never exited
You've seen me like I never mattered

[Chorus 1:]
Just the old chewed out gum stuck on the shoe
Scrape of that old nuisance for you
Daydreaming like I never mattered
Here I am holding on to memories, stupid me
Stupid me

An endless waste of favors
I give in in a [?], I wouldn't keep track
When I held my boxed in the ring
My heart bleeded, but you turned your back
Excuses just wouldn't just go your way

[Pre-Chorus 2:]
Your father never taught you loyalty
You ghosted me
You've seen me like I never exited
You've seen me like I never mattered

[Chorus 1:]
Just the old chewed out gum stuck on the shoe
Scrape of that old nuisance for you
Daydreaming like I never mattered
Here I am holding on to memories, stupid me
Stupid me

[Bridge:]
I thought those weren't the best of years
I thought that nothing would compare
Looking back, it was all just in my head
Looking back, were you really much a friend?

Here I am holding on to memories, stupid me
Stupid me
You'd see me like I never exited
You'd treat me like I never mattered

[Chorus 2:]
Just the old chewed out gum stuck on the shoe
Scrape of that old nuisance for you
Daydreaming like I never existed
Never existed
Never existed