"Victim (Original Version)" lyrics - NONPOINT

NONPOINT
"Victim (Original Version)"

[Intro: Elias Soriano & Andrew Goldman]
Thinking suicide (suicide)
Thinking suicide (suicide)
Thinking suicide
Look at my eyes (thinking suicide)
I need a disguise (thinking suicide)
To hide my lies (thinking suicide)
Go!

[Verse: Elias Soriano]
Oh God!
What have I done
To myself, to her
Before your eyes?
What could drive me so mad
To lose what we had?
The mystery remains inside
Want to make it real
Like it was before
And I lost the bond
'Cause I shut the door
In search of ways to be myself
But ended up like somebody else
Trusted me
Honored me
Fought for me
Cried for me
Lived for me
Died for me

[Bridge: Elias Soriano & Andrew Goldman]
Open my eyes
I see the walls white as snow
They don't seem strong
Betrayed myself
Opened my eyes (my eyes) I see the walls white as snow
They don't seem strong
Betrayed myself (can't see those walls)
I feel so dumb like a fuckin' bum
Preferred to run than face the fact
I stabbed your back, I understand that
Did not deserve that
You can't go back
Do you see it?
Oh my god, what have I done?
Please forgive me...
Fuck that!

[Chorus: Elias Soriano]
I feel so hated
So aggravated
So frustrated, I can't explain it
The way that I feel
I feel so dumb like a fuckin' bum
Preferred to run
Then face the fact
I stabbed your back
I'm a victim
Slippin' through the system
Victim
Slippin' through the system

[Bridge: Elias Soriano & Andrew Goldman]
Open my eyes
I see the walls white as snow
They don't seem strong
Betrayed myself
Opened my eyes (my eyes) I see the walls white as snow
They don't seem strong
Betrayed myself (can't see those walls)
I feel so dumb like a fuckin' bum
Preferred to run than face the fact
I stabbed your back, I understand that
Did not deserve that
You can't go back
Do you see it?
Oh my god, what have I done?
Please forgive me...
Fuck that!

[Chorus: Elias Soriano]
I feel so hated
So aggravated
So frustrated, I can't explain it
The way that I feel
I feel so dumb like a fuckin' bum
Preferred to run
Then face the fact
I stabbed your back
I'm a victim
Slippin' through the system
Victim
Slippin' through the system

[Outro: Elias Soriano & Andrew Goldman]
Victim
Slippin' through the system (slip, slip, slip, slip)
Victim
Slippin' through the system
And now I'm slippin' through your victim (slip!)
Victim! (Slip!)
Victim! (Slip!)
Victim! (Slip!)
Victim! (Slip!)
Victim! (Slip!)
Victim! (Slip!)
Victim!