"Thrown Away" lyrics - PAPA ROACH

I am a mess
I made a huge mess
I can't control myself!

I kill the rhyme again
I'm comin' sick and on time again
Words manifest from deep inside where people hide within'
It's chemical
Unbalanced on the triple beam. What?
Fuck what ya heard
It's about what I seen
I seen it happen
Back hand brand to face smackin'
Definite disorder now his mindset is blackened
The doctors say he got the brain of a murderer
This rugged style steals your brain

My heart is bleeding
And this pain it will not pass
It's not receding
And my body's going numb
A bad trip child
Rolling stoned keeping high
He don't know what he's doing
He just keeps getting by
Thrown away
I want to be thrown away

He's born sick
Nothing in his hands but his dick
He couldn't handle pressure
He couldn't handle shit
For the life he was leading led him down the wrong path
Where guns blast
Don't give a shit about the gods' wrath
Don't want to talk to the counselor Doctor
To tell him what's real
To tell him what's proper
Situation's unclear like gray
And I know it gets worse everyday

My heart is bleeding
And this pain will not pass
It's not receding
And my body's going numb
A bad trip child
Rolling stoned keeping high
He don't know what he's doing
He just keep getting by away
Thrown away
I want to be thrown away

I am a mess
I've made a huge mess
I can't control myself!
I'm losing it
I've lost it
I've spilt all my marbles!

'Cause I see you inside of me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away

'Cause I see you inside of me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away

A hyper spaz and that is me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away

Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away

Voices in my head
Voices in my head

Don't tell me to do it 'cause I will, no!

Voices in my head
Voices in my head

Don't tell me to do it 'cause I will, no!

Voices in my head
Voices in my head

They're screaming
They're screaming
They're screaming