"The Sufferer" lyrics - PARADISE LOST

I find when I'm all alone that I feel so ashamed
'Cause all my pride is gone
Say what you never can resist
Say what you never would to believe
Give what you never want to show
Give what you never would receive

A time when I'm all alone & I'm breathing afraid
'Cause all my pride is gone
Elate the tears I create, how completely inane
'Cause all my pride is gone

Collapse at my sorry stance but I need to surpass
'Cause... all my pride is gone
My only thrill alone in my hell