"Nineteen" lyrics - PINKPANTHERESS

Some days when I'm down just a little bit, I drop myself to the floor
It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore
I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed
And when I realise everyone's gone, but I still feel the same

[Chorus:]
I wasn't meant to be
This bored at nineteen
My friend lived next to me
Now she won't wanna see
Me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen

And I wish that I could tell all my ex-jobs in retail
That I should've stayed at work 'cause of the A-Levels I failed
My cousin just told me that my favourite shop shut down
And the other one just told me that I've always got a frown

[Bridge:]
My, my mind's alone because I'm alone
My mind's alone because I'm alone
(Enough the lot, I've had enough)
My mind's alone because I'm alone (The gore, the pain)
(I've had so much, I love to hate)
My mind's alone because I'm alone (The way I shaped because I'm hurt)
(And living rough)

[Chorus:]
Wasn't meant to be (The gore, the pain)
(I've had so much, I love to hate)
(The way I shaped because I'm hurt and living rough)
This bored at nineteen
My friend lived next to me
Now she won't wanna see
Me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen