"Before" lyrics - RIVERSIDE

I've become resistant to myself
To my weaknesses and pain
I've become the one who wants to live
And just feel alive again

I've changed
Myself
I've changed [2x]

I've become addicted to being strong
Started out my second life
And the remnants of your tears and smiles
Shift deleted from my mind

Without
Knowing how it hurts
I feel safe [2x]

Is this
What I
Really
Wanted? [2x]

Without... - [2x]