"Fraktal" lyrics - SOEN

SOEN
"Fraktal"

Wear off the deceit, to remind you to stay close
Wash off the disease, confine it by the source.

Mechanized patterns, fed since birth method
Separate spirit, disconnect every end
Breeding a thought, relieving the soul I'm growing
Fragments of hope awake inside me
Consciousness failed, the path to control eroding
Originate repressive measures

I'm the one the parasite s sucking on
We re the ones the parasite s sucking on
Disconnect every end

Unnecessary meaningless device thought controlled, programmed
Balanced walk on the line
Radiant light, expansive and bright, is covered
Swallow the lie, let them take over
Greed is a horde that comes like a storm and conquers strongly implying unfair methods

I'm the one the parasite s sucking on, you're the one the parasite s sucking on.

I have more than you
I have more than you, I have more than you
I need a lot to care for; I need a lot to slow me down
I have more than you, I have more than you
I need a lot to care for; I need a lot to hold you down
I will stand when things burn down

Never fought harder than this, I built my temple on this
Pushing, fighting, bleeding, taking, giving
Every second closer to the ceiling
I will assemble all this, down to the last broken piece
Tension in the atmosphere is lower, gravity is slowly taking over.

Gone from your side, break one lie with a sigh, with a sigh
In your words, burned since long, seasons change as I wait

Radiant radiate, all but here
Guiding light dims the dawn, posed appease 'cause to seize all the signs faith misled, come the tide doubts subside

Lost in yourself, empty words, forsaken what used to be within me
Scars on your hands from nails that are worn, our loss resign in failure
Source of deceit

I hear a dead note sounding among the tones of restlessness
A harmony confounding, a capture moving in distress.

It keeps me chasing closure, preventing me from finding peace it holds me back from leaving this vicious circle I am in.

I'm becoming what I thought, what I shouldn't be, what I fear the most
Let me stay here for a while,

I depend on this, it's my only light.

It feels like I have journeyed for ages without getting there
The path of endless distance, the road of comforting despair.

I'm becoming what I thought, what I shouldn't be, what I fear the most
Let me stay here for a while,

I depend on this, it's my only light.

Everything, it's so quiet here
Seasons last, more than thousand years
Suddenly my vision is clear, consciousness into clarity

I can hear echoes from the sea overwhelmed by tranquility
Radiance unfolds gradually, every wound now begins to heal

Take on my burden, shake of my head
Chained by what I understand, won't let me grow

New found sight opens up for each step into similarity
Void is all coming into reach, mistakable familiarity

Take on my burden, shake of my head
Chained by what I understand, won't let me grow
Lay down my burden, take all my years away
Release me within emptiness and make me whole

There is a desire, there s a need of finding faith,

I decide by painting it all in grey
Inner transformation turns a weakness to a strength, through the times the spirit will remain
Tethered by restrictions of the way to be aware, all is gone the hindrance will fade away
Fundamentals separate transcending into where time that flows is neither night nor day
Every piece that we retrieve from covering our eyes, dawns on us we cannot leave with everything inside
I will reach my hand and try to open up the sky, on my part the reason why is stated in a lie.

I have discovered a canvas, behind its colors I forged my cell
Minions below release a dark glow and suddenly I see that everyone is blind but me

I have discovered a canvas deep in a sea of disharmony
Cosmic embrace, a soulless portrait of endless synergy
Visions of moving away from me

Concentrate don't lose your illusion; don't let them provide the solution
Your fate in your hands
Close your eyes from false shining lights made to confuse us all
Architectures of domination, society they call

I have discovered a canvas
Using its colors I saw myself
Breaking the norm, induce a reform defying sanity bred in the care of my vanity.

See them entirely abstract out of the orbit we comprehend
Careful recall deficit in all, deliberately recede crescent of our analogy

Concentrate don't lose your illusion; don't let them provide the solution
Your fate in your hands
Close your eyes from false shining lights, made to confuse us all
Architectures of domination, society they call

Call
Don't let them fall; you'll join them all
Close your eyes from false shining lights
You'll see them fall; you'll see them fall
Architectures of domination.

There is a silhouette shaped as a human
Carrying death with a merciless scorn
Fed by ideals and doctrines of terror
Warrants his act with the crown of thorns.

And he is out there to take, out there to separate
Out there to break us.

Guided by voices perceived as their saviour
They leave their refuge embracing hope
Some of them drown led astray by his pledges
Some of them hang from an undeserved rope.

So you should stay away, see another day
Stay away now
Please won't you stay away, claim another day
Stay away now.

Every day I will remind you to be there
Try to see the story pictured in your head
Calmest eyes when you are screaming
One thing lost another found to make sure you

Carry on in case you'll be waiting
I will be moving on while you're contemplating

There is nothing to escape from, nothing left to try and mend
Every day without the sun, so you trace a way then
There is reason lacking thereof, reason there to comprehend
Every day another run, so you pave your way then

Feed me with anything, I will see purpose in it too
I saw you planning on something I couldn't really do
Comes clear I'm lingering, I am staying here for you
I am evolving to something I never thought I would

Feed me with anything, I will see purpose in it too
I saw you planning on something I couldn't really do
Tread on the greater I need to know the truth
I've learned the lessons and bring decisions back to you

Carry on in case you'll be waiting
I will be moving on while you're contemplating

There is nothing to escape from, nothing left to try and mend
Every day without the sun - So you trace a way then
Carry on, I know you'll be waiting
I will be moving on to where you'll be waiting

Would you say anything, anything at all?
Would you share with me your innocence, what I need to seize the fall.
I know to keep close to you, know to keep near regardless if it's wrong
Now I'm tearing apart what I made for us, dissembling to be strong.

You swore on your own, you set it in stone, your slithering.
You silence your words, you're leaving, you bring it to your grave.

Waiting for reason to claim its place,
Clearing the air I can see all the ways
It's my addiction that always is growing
And it scares me in my sober moments.

You decide, close our distance
I destroyed you; undeservedly

You decide, close our distance

I assure you're undeserving of.

I am not aware of all the reasons, I am not deciding the results
Sanctioned through the principles autonomously blessed
Moving clouds to get a clearer view

Misery s the key to all religion, power is the key to every war
Time has taught me not to wait, what is mine I ll take
Eons of our past won't be returned
I was there to recognize the victim, cold and dry our mother has been killed
Plundered by the greed of men aftermath descends
Our time is sliding out of reach

I don't even wanna try to become the one that will save your halo
Everything that I denied every time that I lied, aware of our failure

I'm not gonna follow your decision, it is the position I retain
Everything once born will end, ashes be your name;
Bury me to set me free of shame
This is not the dust that we once came from, what we are is how we will return
The sun is punishing our land, soil turns into sand
What we had in common has been cursed

I try not to reveal the guilt breeding in me

You are the scythe harvesting what is not yours, soon won't be there anymore

I don't even wanna try to become the one that will save your halo
Everything that I denied every time that I lied, aware of our failure.

There's a new day
What we should share is noticed
What we inherited
The erasure of a life
Once so vital
Now dissected and dry
Throw the first stone
Then hide your hand
While pursuing your dream
Poisoning the essence of it all
I don't even wanna try
To become the one
That will save your halo.