"Detox ('96 Demo)" lyrics - STRAPPING YOUNG LAD

I've got a feeling
With the wrong people
And I can't control my thoughts

I wish that I could sleep
And just get this over with
This is only high school bullshit

I just want to feel

I was warned
Absolutely numb
No good around people
Everyone knows and watches me

How did I get here tonight?
What am I doing here?
How did I reach this state?
How did I lose my sight?

I'm lost, I'm freaking
And everybody knows, everyone's watching

So here's all my hopes and aspirations
Nothing but puke
God, I'm so lonely

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How could I be such a stupid bastard?
Ah, you dumb bugger!

I just want to feel